I also know that my auto immune system is up the spout as I am always exhausted, have heartburn even if I drink water, pains in my small colon, not absorbing nutrients etc., as well as IBS
All this is causing serious depression where I am feeling very old and frail – and I HATE that feeling…. I’m feeling so old, so useless, so lost and with no direction!!
I have always been young at heart, full of life, strong and positive – but just lately – the darkness has taken over me and I feel like I am drowning in a pool of sickness and sorrow!!
Why don’t you go to the Doctor? I hear you say… well, that is because I don’t have faith in Doctors – they sell you their medication to mask the symptoms, instead of trying to find something to heal you…then you have to take other medications to counteract the side affects of the first medication, then before you know it you are on 19 medications to counteract all the others, which is not helping your weight or your mood swings, and you are in a never ending circle of a medical nightmare…
NO THANK YOU!! I will use natural healthy alternatives to sort my body out!! This is the hard road that nobody wants to go down….but sometimes you just have to bite the bullet and take charge of your own body.
Well, my lovely Paul has come up with an idea that might help me on my path to achieve a more healthy outlook (and maybe get my brain working with something to focus on), that is a YouTube channel to journal my journey into health, be it good or bad (Warts ‘n’ All)….I need something to keep me on the straight and narrow as I keep failing at what I am doing – failing to achieve what I started out to achieve at the beginning of the year…using loads and loads of excuses (as we do!!) and just getting more and more miserable in the process.
By documenting my progress and all the ups and downs in between, I might be able to help myself as well as those who are intimidated by the internet glowing gym guru’s, fitness freaks & no-it-all health professionals. This will be for those of us who are on a tight budget, who want to do things in a more natural way, and give a real life version on how long it takes to achieve the goals (instead of seeing everyone’s show real on the internet – look I dropped 50 gazillion pounds in 2 weeks just by drinking camel piss!!). Also by making people feel that they are not the only ones struggling with getting where they are wanting to be with their health and fitness…getting a real life person instead of some plastic person with heaps of money, trying to sell you their latest product for eternal youth and vitality – giving real life situations and hopefully working through them all to achieve a positive goal or outcome.
I already have a YouTube channel (The Green Witches Den) which I started at the beginning of this year to do videos on health, fitness, witchy stuff and life – but nothing is on there yet because I haven’t felt good enough to put myself in front of the camera…but I guess I have to get over that if I am to do a warts ‘n’ all journal..
It’s going to be hard, it may be a slow process and it’s going to show me in my dark times as well as the light, but this is something genuine and heart felt that might help me and others to go forward…
So I will let you know when the first video is up, and I hope to be doing vids at least weekly – we will see how we go as I work full time and also need family time…
Cheers for now,