Good Morning my Lovelies,
Here it is 8:30 am ~ Sunday 7th May and I have been awake ALL NIGHT!!
Not one wink of sleep has been had – I tried counting sheep – but thought they were cute and fluffy, then they morphed into Shaun the sheep…LOL! ~ I chatted to some folks on FaceBook, and I tried watching You-Tube videos, until my laptop ran out of power and I didn’t want to wake the rest of the household up by making a noise…..
SO after this long, sleepless night, I decided to get up at 7.30 am (leaving the dog still snoring on the bed), have a cup of herbal tea and do a one card tarot reading for myself.
I sat there shuffling the cards, thinking of why I couldn’t sleep – was I anxious about something? Even though on the outside I was thinking “NAH I’m not bothered about anything”, suddenly my subconscious came into play and told me a few things that could possibly have something to do with it:
- My work, as they have only extended my contract for 2 months (I was hoping for a year!)
- My hubby’s health, which is of concern at the moment, and also his job – which is causing the bad health.
- Our Caetlyn’s health as well ~ she doesn’t seem to have been well for a long time either.
- My health and weight issues.
- And also our last 4 shows in a couple of weeks with the theatre company, seeing as one of the members has pulled out at the last minute!!(WOW – A LOT OF HEALTH ISSUES THERE!!!)
The card I pulled out of my Green Witches Tarot deck was the “Nine of Athames“
Which is a card of stress, anxiety and worry, usually without a basis in reality.
There is a woman who wakes in the night, filled with unfounded fears of a nightmare, but this will pass and things will look brighter in the morning. This card suggests that the stress comes from worrying over other people (DUH!!) particular those close to you (YEP), that those people need to solve (Le Sigh!).
Agrimony ~ which is seen in this card in a vase near the bed ~ is a herb of protection, reversing negativity and promoting sleep.
A Bat ~ which is a symbol of releasing fears, flutters outside the window.
So the overall meaning to this card is:
Understanding eases worries,
Need to relax,
Let the Universe take care of it,
Plans are about to be realised,
Overly empathetic to problems of others!
I can see where this card relates to what I am going through and now I have to trust that the Universe will take care of it and I should relax….now if only I could get my brain to get that cemented in my head…LOL!
Somebody get me a baseball bat…LOL!!!
Blessings to you all.